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There's a kinda a sort of a cost

Wed Jul 29, 2009, 1:19 PM
That's why I couldn't be happier
No, I couldn't be happier
Though it is, I admit
The tiniest bit
Unlike I anticipated
But I couldn't be happier
Simply couldn't be happier
Well....not "simply"
'Cause getting your dreams
It's strange, but it seems
A little... well.....complicated
There's a kind of a sort of : cost
There's a couple of things get: lost
There are bridges you cross
You didn't know you crossed
Until you've crossed
And if that joy, that thrill
Doesn't thrill you like you think it will
Still...
With this perfect finale
The cheers and ballyhoo
Who?
Wouldn't be happier?
So I couldn't be happier... ;_;
Because happy is what happens
When all your dreams come true
Well, isn't it?


First post since I came back from Japan =D I'll be uploading a few select pictures from my trip when I get a chance new chapters will be up and FINALLY back to the actual CaspeRaven storyline. I actually ditched doing my first drawing class this summer. I know!! Awful me =(. I finally get a chance to learn how to really draw and post here at the bare minimum and I give it up to relax!! I don't even have a part time job or anything.

I'm hoping next summer I'll finally be living in California in a film or 3d design school. I'm taking 5 classes for the first time. (I know that's the normal amount I'm bad at college.) Consequently it's a 1 credit yoga class. =D But oh how fun it will be. Not looking forward to a clas s full of all women though T_T better be some (straight) guys there to hang with. I'm going on vacation over the weekend expect the final chapter of Autumn Chronicles before then and some artwork when I get back.

I'm determined to change over to six meals a day, become a singer, be a smash hit on youtube, and learn Chinese and 3d animation. I also let my sideburns grow out instead of Brendon Urie it looks more like a half a beard though -_-;. New star wars type sith pictures will be up soon on facebook and myspace. As well as a Wicked/Death note mixed one.

I've been hanging out at my sisters lately picking up all the metal gear solid, resdient evil, jak II, sly cooepr, kingdom hearts, final fantasy, dragon warrior (still haven't found fatal frame or valkyrie profile games). For like 5 bucks and happil spending my summer playing them all day there since it's been an annoying brat at my house again for the second year in the row. And construction, a new deck a ripped up carpet and crappier lighting for the kitchen. Disastrous they just finally left after two months wooohoooo!!
My vacation officially starts knowing I can't be bugged by them.

I've missed rping on furc been getting into more exercising, going back to more horseback riding lessons and I DITCHED GUITAR. Yep!! I want to buy a les paul still for 3800 but I'm no longer taking lessons. The teacher was crap the entire time since I started over two years ago and I wasn't getting anywhere. I feel like I could learn better on my own and cheaper!! Than her. She tuned my guitar and said yes or no to move on and press down harder. That was it for two years. Wasn't worth that price to stay in tune.I wanted to quit forever but I felt like if I did I would end up quitting guitar since knowing she would be judging me again was a good way to put more effort into playing. No matter I'll enjoy guitar on my own and do what I can with it. Not worth killing myself over it was really making me quite miserable for a long time now. In other news I got a virus that invisibly spread and infected my computer my laptop and my brother in laws computer. I felt really bad since it was my fault, since my sister was using my sd card on her comp for one minute. The virus automatically flew off the card and destroyed the core OS system of vista in seconds. What should be impossible isn't.

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Bare soundtrack Everafter
  • Reading: Grave of the Fireflies
  • Watching: Full Metal Panic, Higurashi no naku koro ni
  • Playing: Resident Evil4
  • Eating: All Japanese food
  • Drinking: MTN dew omg mtn?

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  • Current Residence: USA
  • Interests: Video editing, Media, Journalism, Animation, Asia, Japan, Studying foreign languages, Video games
  • Favourite movie: The Matrix, The Classic
  • Favourite band or musician: 3 Doors Down, Lifehouse
  • Favourite genre of music: Folk, Japanese
  • Favourite artist: Lifehouse, Yui
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite style of art: Asian
  • Operating System: Cruudy buddy
  • MP3 player of choice: Cell Phone works as mp3, video, phone, Japanese study program
  • Wallpaper of choice: Samurai animation
  • Skin of choice: Dalmatian
  • Favourite game: The Wind Waker, Jet Set Radio Future
  • Favourite gaming platform: I like them all
  • Favourite cartoon character: Mighty Max, Rockman, Lawliet
  • Personal Quote: The light is my home, I know this world is known, I will write the last page in stone
  • Tools of the Trade: Sony Vegas 7, Particle Illusions3, Adobe premier pro, After effects
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:icontifeh:
Thank you for the watch!

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It's not the fall that hurts, but the sudden stop at the end.
:iconplainpaper:
thanks for that fave^^

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:juggle: I'm doing a commision here ----> [link] :juggle:
:iconsam-the-drawing-fox:
thanx for the watch :3

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this is not a sale pitch.......okay maybe it is.
:iconcasperaven:
your very welcome!

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~Shadow of statute show me your astute~
:iconsam-the-drawing-fox:
^^

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this is not a sale pitch.......okay maybe it is.
:iconstitch62633:
we all are and u can wach it on youtube k!
:iconlove-the-nekos:
I like your icon ^^

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Axel + Demyx = love baby!

DANCE WATER DANCE!!!
:iconmuflee:
Thank you for watch :)

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I have a Demon Butler! ~shinigami-golden 8D
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I very sorry for my english ^^;
:iconhappy-tanuki:
Thanks for the watch. :meow:

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> The Tanuki was venereted. Why not today too ? ~8D
:iconcasperaven:
your welcome =D

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~Shadow of statute show me your astute~

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